What to do? So confusing. You asked me not to care your feelings, but i can't. Maybe i should stay single and continue my simple life like last year December? Even though there won't be any outcome? At least nobody feels so painful to see the person he likes to go with someone else? Sigh.

 

Time to let go, of someone who isn't belongs to you. Time to move on to someone who really loves you. It will be better to be just friend with him perhaps.
Believe that he will heal your heart which has broken by him. 190211, Suah Yun Zhen♥

I wish time can rewind... I think i have made a wrong decision of skipping HCL because i'm planning to quit. But, well, it is out of my thought now, i can't quit it now, i've to wait till the start of term 3. They have already teached 5 chapters! I'm still wondering how am i gonna catch up. CA1 is on 24 Feb, yet i haven't even attend any of the lesson. I have left a bad impression to the teacher and i'm gonna attend the rest of the lesson with shame. Sigh.
Today is 12 Feb, 2 more days away from Valentine's day. I was single for this year's Valentine's, but i think it will be better than last year's. Last year's Valentine's day was just a...miserable memory. I was tear into pieces the day after celebrating Valentine's... How cruel. Anyway, hope i got Ferrero on this year's 14 Feb. Ferrero! ♥

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone ! Guess you all enjoyed your reunion dinner yesterday night. I don't have one but i have an awkward dinner. Haha. You all get a lot of ang bao right ! I only got $80 ! Don't make me jealous by telling me how much you get okay ! Anyway, i'm so bored at home ! I'm rotting at home ! Hope Saturday can go out ! Gee. I hate Chinese New Year since i come to Singapore. I got nothing to do during Chinese New Year. :(( And all of my friend need to visit their relatives! Today is just the 2nd day of the holiday! 2 more days to go, so long ~ Bored bored bored ! Omg ! Anyone can recommend songs for me ?! Rock songs or love songs ! Any nice de ! I'm so bored !