self reflection on my present personalities...

i changed, in a negative way. I don't like the present me.. I prefer the previous me. (-->as in the 'me' when i was still in Taiwan)  Who can tell me how to change back... Since i come to singapore, i have changed, keep changing. when i was P4 everything was still alright. But come to P5, i', not the original me anymore.. Though i like staying in Singapore as i have basketball here, while my personalities changed...  Can you tell me where should i change? i don't want to be hated. ): 

yesterday went to bk to meet Cleon, Shaun and Jed. i was late for...1 hour plus. LOL. i overslept. when Jed called me i was still sleeping.. I was waken up by his call. :P then after that take mrt to kallang and change bus, reached bk in about 30 minutes leh~ damn fast. (: then we slack at the basketball court behind the mac.. was damn freaking hot yesterday. I don't feel like playing basketball. So we go to mac and slack. Got air-con mah. ^ ^ Cleon saw someone, heard that is CFJK's classmate. lol. then Cleon say change place. =-= after that i bought a ice milo{expensive!} and Jed treat them 2 large coca. here's the photo. (: [down] and we wait for anzi.  then we go food court ate lunch. (: chicken rice{nice} hehe. then we played basktball for awhile, until like 2+ we decided to head off to farrer park. we met shan inside the bk mrt. we went to farrer park but do nothing, everyone is short of money. =-= sad case.. we slack at the arcade for almost... half an hour? then we headed to old hong wen there played basketball. the ring like dropping sia.. damn scary. at about 5? we went to library, at first only shaun and Jed accompanying me but end up shan and cleon came also. i reached home at 7.15. tsk tsk. my head is like bombing on the way home... maybe i'm too tired..

(:

'maybe i really should choose to let go. Keep holding on to it isn't going to change anything but hurt myself deeper. i'm feeling down everytime i think of it. Maybe it is not the right way. i shall try harder to let go.'

this week was super busy. (: *post exam* everyday got activities. tired~ monday went to pasir ris park for class bonding. carry my bad until my shoulder, sunburn that part damn pain. at first not fun at all. the weather is damn hot... cannot tahan. they played captains ball but i never join. after that went to downtown east eat mac. and we went back to school. while waiting for the bus to come, something plays on. LOL. ah hoong say, 'fat rat eat fries'. -3- dots! wth lah~ after got back to school, almost everyone is going swimming lesson. So bored. >< then tuesday whole day stay in school having lesson. *want to sleep* = = wednesday even more worst, carnival. our school's carnival damn boring... cant buy water from the store sia. no freedom de. Not fun. then thursday~ YOG learning journey! played basketball there for awhile. haha. then take class photo. take photo with many peeps. (: here's the pictures. ~~~~~ ah hoong very funny. xD

and yesterday i got back my report book... i get only 17 for class position and 44 for level position. ganna scolded by my mom. tsk tsk... but heard that she bought 1 new pencil case for me. (: it's Domo Kun. <3 looking forward for 10 June!!! my basketball shoe and pencil case and bag!!! wow. ><

'i miss you, a lot. Can you come back? i promise i won't dobt you again. That will be the last time... I really miss you. :('

*Hong Wen basketball'O9 girls meeting*

those who is in the basktball team in 2009,

we shall have a meeting (:

this is suggesst by our captain---yunjie.

she wanted to have a basketball meet and play match together.

please tell me your free time as soon as possible.

If you see this, please help to spread to other members.

REMIND: only 2009's memebers are invited

thanks for spreading. (:

yunjie and me will find a time asap. ^ ^
Erm, it will be held on 12 June as Anzi is going back sss on 14 June. (:
If you cannot, please leave a message, will discuss with the rest.
*if you got a basketball at home, please inform me.
(normal size, don't bring primary school size, ty)

yesterday went for class meet, was awesome. (: reached bk at around 11.15, go mac find joy, mh, shaun and Jedwin. shaun change quite alot, not personality, but voice. haha. after that went to bball court behind mac find cleon, colan and Dodges. they were playing match with some... bendemeer guys. the bendemeer de not really win by skills? watch them play so many times le now then realise. haha.

anyway, after their match ended, we headed to hws. but, the security guard dont allow us to go in. :( so bo bian, must leave and we go Dodges' house slack. playing like mad. hahaha. and chat. talk some private stuff. xD around 2.20 we went to mac meet shan and luez and makan. meet Dennis on the way to mac and passed him his present. ^ ^ i eat mc. chicken~ same as colan. LOL. not purposely one!!! then sit beside him.. -3- he say, 'why copy me?' dots. xD and keep pushing me = = still said something!!! LOL. *confidential*

after everyone had finished their lunch, we went to bball court! of course play bball. (: so long never play le. ahahaha. play match, 4 on 4. lose to colan's team, tsk tsk. :P the Jedwin damn.. violent! >< my hand ganna hit. :( pain pain.. then after that have a break, go toilet pin up my fringe. (: then come back, next match. hehe. group by paper and stone. cleon was missing for quite a while after grouping. LOL. then when he came back, we start the game! ^ ^ It was more fun than the 1st match. hahaha. awesome. i was damn...peicak. Ganna defence by...3 people. = = colan, cleon, jedwin, all come block me. wth!!! i not so strong lah. =3= also not all i score de? lols and then we lose lor... i can't even get the ball~ Gee. But i playing catching with colan, haha. damn funny. anyway, was fun fun fun. <3 miss it.

Oh ya, saw Jun Wei finally, but was dissapointed.He changed, a lot bah.. now he a bit guai lan. tsk tsk.

then went home at about 5, take bus with colan and luez. sms with someone on the way home. (: our conversation was... good. hahaha. cannot say. LOL talk about the old memorise. sms 100+ bah, within few hours.. oops...hohoho.

the feeling is totally different from last time lor! the someone agree too. now was happy together. haha. last time is... so bad until can't elaborate. then aroun 7 reach home uhs? forgot le. or 6.30? dunno. sms sms sms with someone until 12+ and someone fall asleep. xD anyway, i went to sleep at about 1. think so. (: okay, end my post here~ too long le. heehee. i miss you. ):  

finally Mid-year exam is finished!!

today took art paper.. 2 hours! damn long.

finish drawing within 1 hour, needa wait for 1 hour..

damn sian lor. want sleep can't fall asleep. tsk tsk.

sleep half way, heard one sound, something drop on to the floor!

turn to the role beside me, got one ginger was on the floor. haha

It's Bin Wei's ginger! LOL. Weng Hoong and me was laghing like mad.

Anyway, the mid-year exam was... okok.

But history and literature.... DIE. see how is the result. ><

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this few days was in bad mood... uhm.. emo mood*

was... *quarreling with uhum uhum.

haizzz. i miss uhum uhum... :(

'should i trust what i feel or what others said?'

was thinking about it...

what i feel wasn't what others said.

maybe i should follow my feeling?

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exam finish le and then training!

finally! basketball training yea!

but dunno when have leh.

next week they have swimming programme...

so probably don't have training next week lor.

very long never play basketball till super tired le.

tsk tsk tsk! training ah training...

anyways, tomorrow going to meet 6P'O9!

going back hws. (: bleh eh!

Okayz, buaz!  ily <3

this monday have my English paper 1 and 2 done. (:

It was quite ok, not as hard as what i expected. *relaxing*

hahaha. LOL. higher chinese was also done. and it's hard+hard+hard!

By the way, the air-con was damn freaking COLD. i was shivering, ><.

Monday my school's C girls played against Manjusri, we get what we want.

We win by the score of 53:29. (: awesome. get the position of 3rd!!

Jiayou C girls. ^ ^ strive your best!!!

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AND BY THE WAY, yes, i am not in the team, so what?

can't i support them and say we should win?

why can't i? I am just giving my team my trust.

And why can't i say good luck to you while support my team like this?

this isn't call two face people. = =

since you're my friend, i will say good luck to you.

But doesn't mean i wish you to win. I am in BGSS now.

i am in BGSS's team now. i will definetly cheer for BGSS.

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wednesday do pratical exam, the cookie wasn't cooked! LOL

put too much flour. hahaha. so wasted lor.

Oh ya, yesterday finally touched the basketball.

Never play for a week i think. was preparing for MYE. :P

yesterday play with Weng Hoong, Iann and Aylwin.

2 on 2. Weng Hoong and me, Iann and Aylwin. we win. (:

it's fun~ blah ha ha ha!!! hope MYE finish asap..

I want class meeting and outing! with our class tee~

okay, nothing to post about liao. Byes~ bleh.