post for yesterday

Went back to my primary school in Taiwan yesterday, feel so strange to be there 3 years later. Something was changed. I miss my class, my classmates but they were not there. When i went there, it was almost empty because no one there is someone i am familiar with. I suppose all of them don't miss our primary school, even friends during primary school... They got lots of new friends, closer friends now, except me, i am the odd one out who still miss the past in the primary school. I think of him when i go to some places where i spent with him... Well, i really miss him, a lot. Tomorrow is gonna to meet him, excited and scared...

school front gate

corridor to the hall

my class room is there! can't go up :(

I miss here, always report to here in the morning,

i always fell down when i was going to late! xD

I miss here the most,

the place with the memory of us when we were together.

Sweet.

Art classroom!

post for today

Meet up with him at 12 o'clock today, at the basketball court near our house... We got nothing to talk when we first see each other, so awkward... He said i still never change, same as when i was in primary school. I said ya, still so ugly. He said no, not about the look. He said, still so silly. >.< He asked me how many boyfriend i had after i go to singapore... i never answer... then i asked him the same question, he said two... But he said he don't like them a lot, never talk more about it... Then talk talk talk, so peace. I asked him to go home first, he don't reply me. Until my mom come and brought KFC for us, the burger was spicy! And he laughed at me, lols. He asked my mom why she sent me to singapore. I don't know why he ask this, so weird. Then my mom went off and left us alone again. But we have more topic to talk then. Getting closer and closer, but still different as 'that' time. I miss the past with him, just miss. He said he did think of our past too. I really miss 'them'! But it is just the past... I miss him, so much, even now. When i was leaving, he said he wants to see me grow more mature next year when he sees me. :) I still miss him now, after we said bye to each other, i never stop thinking of him... Haizzz.  

Oh my god. Why people thought my personal message and facebook status were written for ayf? Those weren't for him, weren't talking about him, not at all. Please, don't misunderstand, please... Don't talk about him with me too. Don't ask me what happened, i will get frustrated while i explain. So please, let me go, stop asking me the reason, stop asking me to think again, stop it. And i won't be friend with you, not because i am cruel. But it will be awkward for me, maybe not for you, if we continue to talk as friend, play as friend, go out as friend. It is better to be stranger. Okay, don't want to talk about it already! I have a letter to someone (:

Letter to _ _ _ _ _ _ _,

I have dissapointed you for the last few times and i have also lost your trust. I will walk my promise, not to break it, for this time. I know you don't trust me i will but i wish you can give me time to prove it to you. My facebook status, i mean it. Thanks you (: 

Bitch. Idiotic. Wasn't it your fault? Why must you find excuse to pull yourself out of that mistake and push it onto me? Even mummy said it was your fault but you still trying to find excuse. You are going too far. You are the one who started shouting. You said, i never ask you before i tell mummy we are ready but you already took your t-shirt and change cloth and you had finished your breakfast. You were ready but you are watching movie and you don't want to get out of that seat, weren't you? You don't dare to admit your wrong so you can only keep making up excuse to save your pride. Can't you learn to be mature? You are already going 17, young teenager. I believe there is no one who will trust you if you tell them you are 17. If today was daddy calling you, i swear you will not do this because you don't dare. By the way, do you know that people will fly into the rage when people calling you and you have no response? You bitch, don't dare to admit what you did. I said you never response when i called you and even sometimes when daddy calling you but you said i did the same and even more times than you. You really don't want your face already is it? Well, you can ask daddy whether your saying or my saying is correct, it will help you to throw away your face! I dare you!

Was not at Taipei for 2 days, went back to Yun Lin to visit my grandparents. Saw my little counsins, so cuteee. Hahas. I miss them!!! <3 And ate a lot of delicious food! 豆花,臭豆腐,炒麵 and my grandpa's birthday chocolate cake! Awesomeee! And i bought 1 tee and 1 shoe! The shoe is hot pink!!! Woos. xD So happy. I wear it today! Here is the photo with my 2 little cuteee cousins and another pic!

Letter to _ _ _ _ _ _ _,

Stop all your dreaming, stop being naive and silly. Dreams won't come true. Stop being irritating, he will hate you if you continue. You don't wish to see him hating you, do you? I am shock to know that you love him, now. But anyway, things will not come back will not come back. Stop thinking about it, stop making your wish. You deserve it, you know. You fall in love with someone you shouldn't love. You hurt him once so you must be hurt by him in return. Don't cry, be strong.

天真 愚蠢

 i will not to move on this time, not yet. i know you won't trust me now... but i will show you. i will still stop here even though there isn't any hope... i am here.

Ask you a question xD
Listen carefully, Aunt Any died last night, did she die?
Anut Any died last night, did she die?　
Aunt Any died last night, did she die?

this is freaking funny and stupid. -.-
got more! xD
my crazy monkey family know that. Hah.

You will have the thought to kill me if you know the answer, i guess. xD

back from hong kong! It's fun but tiring. I love it anyway. It brought all of us closer. From this trip, i realise i isn't good at basketball actually. I isn't strong enough, smart enought, calm enough. I did cry when i get scolded, but i hide it. Well, i wouldn't give up. I will try to be better furing this holiday break... This trip is expensive for experience not money. Besides, this trip also let each of us have a chance to know each other better, it's either good or bad. Anyway, this trip is over, but memories will always be there. (: Here is some photoes we took in hk!