monday had the last training in holidays, wasn't very tired. (: but the next day is extremely tired! feel like dying, especially the first match against Nan Chiau! >-< number 9!!! well, i admit i'm not hard enough, or tough enough, but i already tried to be tougher for the next 3 matches, the last 1 i really got no more energy to fight on... But i was already tougher then usual eh.. I did try to bend down once too. I am piss, yea, i am. I will try to improve anyway.. Sigh. Nothing good i done that day, right? really sad and piss.. wednesday went to Jed's house celebrate shan's sweet 13's birthday!♥♥♥ It's a surprise yea! hahaha. Bought a cake, hide it at Jed's house. (: cleon, hi-5! that day was fun! and, thank you shuan(: okay, yesterday i watched Brazil played against Portugal, they draw, lols. uhm, watched because, haha, someone loves soccer so i watch, don't know why. xD anyway, school is starting soon, hope everything will be fine. basketball girls♥ jiayou! nationals! <3

a conversation was made with him on thursday, it was...kind of a mixed up of angry and sad? angry because he is not going to do what he suppose to do. sad because of...something. anyway, still thanks that he has been honest to me, at least (: thank you ♥

A leopard cannot change it's spot, i know. so what? Can i blame you? I can't. You are born to be one. It's not your fault. My mind wouldn't change jsut because you're a gangster, i'm just looking for something, though it's not really what i expected.

yesterday went to buy my new basketball shoe. intended to go wisma's nike shop to buy, but on the way to wisma we got into hotel for something then saw a big sell (: got discount! great discount. haha. so i bought it there. :P  by the way, a big thank you to kaiqin (: thanks!
-well, now i feel bloody...sad. i was like...don't know what to do... was irritated... can't you just reply me?!! i was really irritated, angry, sad. everything mixed up.

yesterday went out again, went to parkway for dinner, nice(: today go for a hair cut, no big difference. nothing much yea... tomorrow got training!!! (: will sleep early. (: nights people

yesterday went to orchard, shopping! (: go with my mom, which means, i can buy stuffs. xD i bought a new top at cotton on at wisma. haha. today after training went to to with WeiLin, YanNing, WanTing, Ivy and QiWei. (: after that went to Ivy's house watch ghost story!!! Oh ya, going to buy a new basketball shoe, coz the one my mom bought one is too heavy and big! today wear it for training, wah sio, damn fast tired. So my mom say she buying another one for me (: hahaha. today went to Parkway after resting, walk for the whole day!! okay, byes. (:

hello (: i got my fist basketball shoe! but it's VERY BIG, i'm not use to it. :P monday will wear it to the training (: i got my new bag too, quite nice ^ ^ today went to tm, shopping! Of course with my mun (: i bought a new wallet, and watch. headed home at about 7.30? saw someone whom i haven't seen for almost half year? :P anyway, reached home at 8 bah... using comp now (: haiz... hard to describ my feeling now.. i think i've done a wrong decision. i want to die now! >.< why become like that?! >~< i hate it. i don't want to say already...  

come back from the chalet yesterday night! It was fun going out with senior. But i can't sleep... >-< i don't know why. monday's night we went to watch mid-night movie, haha. [killer] is nice! must watch. then 2 plus we went to bowling, i didn't play.. :P but see them play until very fun. xD center vs forward. lols. play until 3 plus we went back to the chalet, tired! shower then sleep. :P can't sleep... =-= then wake up at about 7 plus. went to eaat breakfast with kaiqin. (: at some tiam. then do nothing at the 2nd day.. lols. majority of us went home on the 2nd day! Oh yea, saw mh at ehub, their class tee look like out school last year's bball tee. haha. at night bbq, eye pain! then 9 plus wait for my guardian to come and fetch me... find them, very tired. walk all the way to the entrance of ehub... >-< then go home sleep until today's 5 plus and wake up. xD

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to UNKNOWN: thanks. but why you say i flirt? with who? or just because i close with boys so that is call flirt?

hws 2009's basketball girls meet
okay, i think the time is out, but only the time. We will meet at 12. The venue was not set yet. We will be eating lunch together, remember to bring your lunch money (: those who can make it will be good. those who can't make it, next time (: By the way, wear your school jersey come, your secondary schoo's. Now let's talk about the date then. you guys want it to be held on saturday or sunday? oh yea, is anyone has a basketball court near your house? or you guys want it to be held at st. George? or the basketball court behind the bk mac? tell me as soon as possible. thanks. (: or you can message me whether you're going. 81656830

today was tired. Have my training end at 10 plus. today train under shade. (: But still, i was tired. Run the basketball court and do the 'crab' movememt, it makes me tired. >-< after that we played full-court match, i was out of strengths! Totally feel like vomiting and fainting... cannot stand straight at that time. I lost quite a number of balls, hate myself today. Sorry for those who are in my team today... the training end ealrier, i guess, because they are collecting the money for chalet's food, hahaha. Sad that coach is not joining us... After that we went to canteen, to rest (:  We talk about some stuffs and discuss about chalet's events. we are going to have mid-night movie! woohoo~ ^ ^ going kbox too. (: awesome. but i won't sing lah. later the windows break then i have to pay lehs. :P not worthy mah. wakakaka. headed home at about 1? Before that i saw Weng Hoong, Iannzhen, Javier, Zheng Xiang and Min En coming in and out from the dental, lols. Saw Aylwin and Charmin too, and Hatim, Li Xin. actually quite a number of them lah. Go home alone :(  was [tired]!!!  after i reached home, my phone rang. LOL. Lue Tao asked me out for [basketball]!!! again. =-=  but i did think of going out, end up really tired and have homework to do so decided to stay at home. Sorry uhs. Anyway, now is using comp because i got do homework ^ ^  heehee. Alright, i shall end here (:  Byes. *next monday is the chalet*!!!

yesterday was the first training after Mid-Year Exam! It was disappointed! It rains, hate it. We never get to train basketball but stamina[=-=]. so tired, my stamina seriously sucks. Anyway, talked about the matches the C girls had played on the zone tournament. They got a good result, by teamwork. (: Play on for nationals, Good luck <3. 
'I think i should let go of you. No, not i think, it's i should. But it can't be done within a short period, i know. Still, i think of you often... The times we spend together, what you said to me in the past and the {surprise}. I still want to know what's it and i'm still looking forward to it no matter what are we now... I just wish that we can still be friend, best friend. This time if you were to ask me whether i just want to be friend, i'll say [YES].'