coach, i am sorry that the jiaying that is hardworking isnt here now. she has gone to somewhere else and even i myself duno where she goes... I don't know how to find her back. And i am sorry. sorry that i dissapointed u... but, thank you for telling me everything that you are thinking. at least i know u are a good coach before i leave. you will be the coach that i never forget. i am sorry that i make u heart broken... But, i have no energy to endure it already...ytrday thn i know how much u care for me...ytrday thn i know the real reason that u scold me...u scold me because u want to find back the original jiaying, the hardworking jiaying. u say don't want to talk to me, don't want to care me, is all angry words... when people ask u the reason for keep begging me go cchms, u told them that the jiaying u know isnt like that, she is a hardworking girl... u told me that u choose me isn't because of my basketball, is my character... But, i am here to appologized for the unusual me right now. I don't thing changed me. It is a question mark. ytrday, u told me hat u havent give up me even when i said that i want to give up on last friday... knowing that called and beg 10+ sec school to give a place to me, i was really touch... But, i realy cant take the training... it is too much for me... for not going cchms, the only reason is the training.  i thought u are very fierce and i hate u at 1st. But now, u are the coach that i love and will always remember u. when u said that since i already make the decision then don't regret, look forward to the future. u can work hard no matter what school u going. u can prove that ur decision isn't a fault. really thank u alot, coach...