Gor, JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!  it is very near!  you are reaching it! she will be back to you!

BRANDON CHOO! REPLY MY CALL AND MASSAGE! BRANDON CHOO! I SAID, REPLY ME! NO WAY TO LOSE CONTACT WITH ME! NO WAY! I SAY, NO! THOUGH YOU WONT JOKES ANYMORE, BUT YOU STILL MY GOR! NO MATTER WHAT! IF YOU WANT TO DIE, I DIE WITH YOU. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY GOR EVEN I DIE OR YOU DIE. IT WILL NEVER CHANGE! STOP SAYING BRANDON CHOO ARE GONE! YOU ARE NOT! STOP SAYING BYE TO ME! I WONT REPLY TO YOUR BYE! I HAVE WAN YUAN, BUT I ALSO NEED TO HAVE YOU! WAN YUAN IS MY BF, YOU ARE MY BELOVE GOR! BOTH OF YOU ARE IMPORTANT! I DONT WANT TO LOSE ANY OF YOU! STOP SAYING I DONT HAVE A GOR! I HAVE, I ALWAYS HAVE! LISTEN VERY CAREFULY! I HAVE A GOR, HIS NAME IS BRANDON CHOO!

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100 PLEASE. i bet you, i am seriously damn worried about you. i cant sleep. i dont know how to dont worry you. i dont know how. you ask me not to worry, but how? i dont know. just now i cried, cause knowing that you are very sad. ans you are crying. i really very worried... my tears just dropped down. i dont know why. please let me see you on wednesday. i need to see you. i am reallt worried about you. i dont know what to do, what to help you. really... But, you are not over, you aren't dead. If you want to die, i will die with you. If you are suffer from anything, i will suffer with you. But i know this time i cant. i only can try my best to comfort you... And, i found out that, maybe, you are same important as wan yuan to me... who isnt 'heavier' than who in my heart. both of you are really very 'heavy'... i heart you 2 the most... especially you... i really beg you. let me see you on wednesday. (you know who i talking to)

_ _ _, dont cry already, please... you cry, i also want to cry. i am sad too. i duno wad to do. i am so nervous. i wish i am beside you right now. and comfort you. but i cant. i dont know what to do now. but i wanna tell HER, please dont regret what you are doing right now. If you really love him, then there shouldnt be any reason that make you leave him. And, even there is a reason, i think you have the right to tell him what is it. you shouldnt let him give you up with no reason at all. you dont tell him the reason, he may more upset. You should tell him everything and not just keep the reason as a secret. Please, take it as i beg you, tell him what is the reason. Dont make him be so upseting. I bet you really lovw him alot alot alot. And, i think you shouldnt let this love go. remember, dont let the true love pass you by... by the time you regret, it may not get back... As time wont return to the past.

today wake up at 10+ and prepare for suffs. at 1st wanna eat lunch at home but have cook yet! wth. So, i decided not to take lunch today. thn, after taking $4 from my guardian, i left my hse. Start going through a hill, on the way to tenah merah mrt. Take abt 40 mins to reach Bk. while i was waiting for bus 31 at the kallang mrt thr, Gor sms me ask me go now. Lols. after abt 10mins, i reach bk. Thn go st george find them straight. when i reach, OH NO! i go at a wrong time. wan.y's frend's wallet has been stolen from a malay guy? i think so. wear long pants. inside the wallet, got $200...(coz he going to buy clothes today)  O.o?  siao.  then we walk around and search for the malay guy. after that, we dialed polica. wtH?!  abt 30mins ltr, the police reach.. they say they came from marina bay. LMAO.  Bk there got one police station mah! need to call police from marina bay meh?!  xD  Okay, then Kwok How described wad he saw to the police. thn police asked him whether he sure that the thing the malay taked is wan.y's frend's wallet. But Kwok How didnt saw it, as in it happen so sudden. who will look at it?! wth. thn the police ask everyone of us to stay away from them. we alrdy stand to the side, thn the police still asked whether we understand english anot. -.-''  Of coz we understand la! but need to go so far away meh?  thn hor, the police called us to stay there thn he bring Kwok How and wan.y's frend to a void deck.  xD  damn FuNNy lor the police. muahaha.  Okie, then we go to the bubble tea shop to buy drinks and wait for wan.y's frend(he doing 筆錄). then Gor nearly fall down coz another boy go take away his chair. Thn i abit angry la actually. But didnt say anything. after tat, got bball!!!  :D  and we went to play bball.  i nvr play, i wait for shan.  BEEHEE.   thn wan.y say very boring. Coz they abit playing shyt. Lols.  xD  Okie. when shan came, they still playing the SAME match! i was like wth lah! so, shan and me go bubble tea shop slack awhile. :)  when we were back. still playing!  few mins ltr, FINALLY END.  followed by a full court match. BEEHEE.  shan and me got join!  coz it is so sian. MUST join. xD  wah, today my bball damn f*ing sucks... coz my pants ganna drop... LOLS.  haha. some more i didnt tie my hair up. -.-'  hehe.   we WON! YOOHOO.  after this match, alrdy 4+, wan.y and me need to go home le. wan.y say wanna buy drink so i accompany him. BEEHEE. thn we walked to the mrt TOGATHER. muahaha. and TAKE PHOTO!  i like it so much!  haha. 

*sweet*     :3

*shuai*        :D

*JUMP!*   O.o

you good lar you, Gor. suan le suan le. take it as you dont know everything!

wth???  why is he crying??  i take back all the words i said in his blog!  what happen? i nvr heard or see him cry before!  Please dont cry. when you cry, i feel nervous... i dont know why!   O.o?   when i heard ur voice, it is so shaked... it doesnt sounds right. At 1st i thought u were laughing... but after that, u were not. u are crying. why are you crying? why are u asking me out? i am very confuse now... But i only can keep quiet. cant tell anyone...  cause you say so.  (dont guess whois it, u all doesnt know him)    

Okie.. I have nothing to say liaoz. I AM NOT HELPING COLAN FONG! Okay, if u guys think that i am standing at his side, i stop doing all these, stop thinking about patching u two up. I let it GO. i am also mad at him okay? you think i am not?! I AM!  But so what can i do?  I cant scold colan with all of you!  If i scold, will make it more worst isnt it?  Seem like i only can support you, cleon. Colan also hurt me before but i had never scold him. Maybe, i think, you are hurt now. But, i dont know what to do about this. I only want to patch you 2 up. But seem like it will only be my dream. So, now, i will only support you. do nothing else. =)  Now, wanna believe me, is ur choice.

what the hell is all these?!  though i dont know wad had happened ytrday's class outing, but i think something went wrong. Hmm, i think everyone need to relax for awhile?! especially CF?  i know u wont be happy if u saw this, but i dont care if u will hate me now. I doesnt matter alrdy. i just care for u guys' friendship and happiness. Ytrday i wasnt there, so i didnt know what exactly happened. I just read cleon's post but only understand a little bit. between, colan, you are wrong at scolding stacey in a rude way... you shldnt be scolding her. If u dont like any of her character, you can talk to her nicely isnt it?! If u wanna hate me, go ahead. But dont say something that hurt people. Okie, my talks about it ends here. Followed by, someone is scolding mh.  >.<  who the hell is the desmond?  from P5?! what's wrong with mh? she didnt do anything wrong! what the hack you are doing?!(asking desmond) hmm hmm?! P5's ppl scold P6's? what a weird thing. O.o?  we dont even know who is that desmond eh?  *speechless*  Okie, ends here.  Gor, is there smthing wrong? i duno. My feeling tell me so. But seem like u dont wanna say? Okie, Mei is here to tell. No matter what is it, i will keep quiet and listen to whatever u want to say. I am willing to listen to u. your Mei will always be beside you. You are not alone. remember. =)  As you will always be my dear Gor.  xD  i dont know whether there is something confuse u, but still, wanna say, CHEER UP!  Dont be emo or whatever(i duno whether u are).  except for Gor. Di, you also.  cheer up.   Haz.  I dont like my frenz to be emo...  >.<    Okie... nothing much to say about.  tomorrow is going library borrow books. thn, after that go st george.  Hmm, JELLY also going. Gor, not sure.  Okie, anything new will post later.                                     {ily, JELLY}

hmm?  wth!  cleon got go class outing?!  i thought u nvr go eh!  so nvr try to beg my mom!   >.<    -regret-   haz... FORGET IT.  nvm, nvm.  u GOOD!  -.-   2day whole day stay at home, using comp, sian. Haz... JELLY nvr online the whole afternoon, till just now then online. But, online not even 30 mins, log off le.  wth?   Aiya, forget it!  today i got so many forget it... how many times does i need to forget?   sigh.   But i cant expect too much on him, i am very clear about it. So, i will wait.  I wanna cherrish him. He is very special to me. I dont know why.  I just feel wanna togather with him forever. Though he dont really know how to treat me as his gf. But i know he is trying. I will wait.  (:  I believed that he can do it.  JELLY, you are improving.  (:   JIAYOUS. I will wait for it.  Okie.  Today isnt feel well, headache-ing.  Gor is very anxious about me. But i am happy.  :)  but i know Gor isnt.  He want me to sleep early but i dont want.  Lols.  xD  11.30 then go.  =P  i wanna say thanks to Gor again.  today, i wanna change my blog's background. But at that time, i needa go down for dinner(everyone is down for dinner except me). So, i ask Gor to help me find some nice backgroung pictures then send to anzi(anzi is helping me with changing it). when i got back, i saw the conversation between Gor and Anzi.  They already found a background. But, the font isnt fit.  Gor said, ' but the font isnt fit, help her change'. when i saw it, i was damn touch.  I only asked him to help me find some nice pictures. But, Gor want to do until the best!  (:  really thank you, Gor.  You are the 2nd people i love so much.  :D   thanks to ur willing ness of helping me in everything. hmm hmm, okies.  Not much time left, Gor is rushing me for sleeping.  =)   heehee.   Gor, dont be too touch.  haha.                                             {ily, JELLY}                                        

THANKS, GOR! thanks for making jokes when i was in a bad mood ytrday. thanks for helping me with the music box. thanks for all ur jokes. your jokes make me HAPPY. =)  i am so lucky to have this kind of Gor. xD  And sorry abt ytrday's falling asleep. HaHa. ytrday thanks to u. Because of u, i feel better.

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today is class outing. But i didnt go. I am sad but i have no choice. As ytrday i went out alrdy. And my mom say if ytrday went out, thn today cant. I feel that i waste the time ytrday. Go there do NOTHING. some more make me emo. wth?  -.-  haiz.  Nvm.  I MISS 6P'O9!!!   So, today, i wont go out. stay at home the whole day... Btw, the pic nice rite???  I love it so much!  But i know u are wondering who is the one at the top right hand corner.  xD  He is my Gor, my dear Gor.  =)  hehe.                             


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I took a few photoes ytrday night! Its so nice~  OMG.  the NICEST pic i have ever take.  =)   show u. hehe.

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this one is while waiting for SOMEONE to online and wait for too long, so nearly fall asleep. (you know who u are  xD)

today wake up at 8. but at first i set the alarm as 9. But i saw wan yuan's msg say that time change to 10.30, so i wake up liaoz. heng i got see the msg. i thought today will be a fun day. But is isnt. today is the most boring day ever... Wan yuan is the 1st one i meet at BK mrt station follow by kwok how and then xin mei. The last one is gor!  xD  late comer. hehe. thn we go mac eat breakfast. I didnt eat only drink milo. Drink wan yuan's milo. hehe. :]  so sweet~  haha.  the kwok how make me damn embarrasing at the mac... He sing damn loud sia. some more still ask an adult sit at the corner whether his singing nice anot... thn the adult laugh... wth lor... i wanna walk out and act as i dont know him. But wan yuan is there, so i didnt.  -.-  abt 11+ we left mac and decided to go hws. Take leaving cert. But to prevent that when we reach there isnt any leaving cert, xin mei called kay wee. then she say whn sku open then go. so, we go to st george straight. but we dont have basketball! we wait for ppl bring bball from 11+ to 12+ nearly going to 1... then sha say cannot come... LOL! sad ehh. thn, bendemeer's sku team come agn. wan yuan and gor play match with them. xin mei and me didnt join. As i dont have the mood to play. Dont feel like playing. Thn after that qin wen come with her small red bball...  -.-  SO SMALL!!!  lol. long time nvr see this bball le.  xD  thn shang liang and chun kit come after that. we didnt play match 2gather.  Bored agn... And thn... someone that i didnt expect to come, appear at the bball court... chi weng they all. plus samuel. :)  i am quite happy to see samuel here.  x)  but i bcome emo whn i saw chi weng. the reason is a question mark to me. Isnt bcos i like him as i dont like him alrdy. But wat make me emo eh?  i oso duno...  wan yuan and gor play a match with thm, full court. chi weng same team as wan yuan and gor worh. But chi weng's bball not that good alrdy. i think he didnt play seriously bah.  O.o  wei chuen still the same.  (=  pro.  But, my gor more 'zai'.  Gor!  nice one!  haha.  i didnt play any match today!  sad..  >.<       

yeah! can go out 2moro~  woohoo~ yeehaa!  =P  miss him yea~ miss WAN YUAN!!!  HaHa.  btw, shan, he really isnt a good guy... you shldnt be sad for him. i heart you alot... i wanna punch him for hurting you. but i know i cant. And i juz know something... Hope u arnt hurt. Maybe you shld forget him. seriously, he isnt worth it for you to do all this. you are a good girl. he duno how to cherrish you coz he idiot. I believe you can find a better one. Now, got one. But i cant promise to u. this need to ask urself. i will always stand at ur side when u do any decision. (=  JIAYOU.

O.o  omg?  i found someone's blog... hmm, SHOCK. speechless liaoz...

so early wake up? Yea...coz a stupid thing... i hate 水泡!!! i bet u all know wad i talking abt. last time during sku time oso have one on my mouth! wth! NOW have it agn! at the SAME place! >.<  I HATE IT! i dont wanna go out this few days... hmm hmm, how abt class outing? i duno ehh... go out so 丟臉... see how is the stupid thing on friday. which is TOMORROW... wth. hmm, most probably, it needs 1 week to recover. O.o

why all my fault? wth. I know i am oso wrong in some part but not all my fault rite? I alrdy have the intension to give up the DSA at the 2nd step. But my guardian and my mom dun allow. If they let me give up on tat time, now i wont have no sku rite? but now they r blaming all the fault on me! And SCOLDING me? even dun allow me to go out. now is HOLLIDAY eh. And, why not going cchms thn cant play bball anymore? wad the hack is this? i dun understand. Muz go into cchms thn can play bball? hmm hmm? who can tell me arh? i got alot of QUESTION MARKS in my head now... anyone can tell me all the answer? hmm?

today woke up at 5++ agn. but maybe bcoz ytrday got training and too tired, so fall asleep agn. LOLS. thn juz nice 7.50++ wake up. abt 8.30 get ready. thn go down get my breakfast. while eating breakfast, i on my comp and post. hehe. thn 9.20+ went out. take bus to boonkeng mrt. saw brandon and kwok hao 1st. after abt...1mins? wan yuan reach. :D thn we go mac. they havent eat breakfast. hmm... kwok hao make me feel quite embarrased at the mac.  followed what the worker say to the customers. wth lor. still sing so loud. xD but FUNNY lah. :) but wan yuan sing better. brandon oso. wan yuan and brandon's voice NICE! thn after tat keigan come. but go st george stright away liao. damn HOT! so i didnt play. haha. after shan came, play bball. :D  hehe. brandon is a good frenz to me worh~  he is my bro now. hehe. older brother.

okay...now i am going to say what school i will be going. hmm, it is a question mark to me now. it depends on which school have place for me. And, i maybe even going to normal(NA)... But, hope dont... wan yuan, thanks for not saying anything abt it. i thought u will be angry or whatever. But u didnt. u said that u don actually care what school i go and how much i get for psle... I am shock and touch because ur result is so good but i am a noob... and u going cathalic i going duno what lousy school. Thank You Alot  I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. <3

Guys, especially xin mei, anzi. before we all thought that coach brian is a fierce coach. Yes, he is, he is a fierce coach but he is a good friend. He treat us just like his family. If ytrday u were at cchms and hear whatever coach tell me, i bet u will touch by this. after walked out of cchms, i cried...the tears droped down...none stop... not because of i am regret, because i heart coach. He is really really a good coach. believe me. :D

coach, i am sorry that the jiaying that is hardworking isnt here now. she has gone to somewhere else and even i myself duno where she goes... I don't know how to find her back. And i am sorry. sorry that i dissapointed u... but, thank you for telling me everything that you are thinking. at least i know u are a good coach before i leave. you will be the coach that i never forget. i am sorry that i make u heart broken... But, i have no energy to endure it already...ytrday thn i know how much u care for me...ytrday thn i know the real reason that u scold me...u scold me because u want to find back the original jiaying, the hardworking jiaying. u say don't want to talk to me, don't want to care me, is all angry words... when people ask u the reason for keep begging me go cchms, u told them that the jiaying u know isnt like that, she is a hardworking girl... u told me that u choose me isn't because of my basketball, is my character... But, i am here to appologized for the unusual me right now. I don't thing changed me. It is a question mark. ytrday, u told me hat u havent give up me even when i said that i want to give up on last friday... knowing that called and beg 10+ sec school to give a place to me, i was really touch... But, i realy cant take the training... it is too much for me... for not going cchms, the only reason is the training.  i thought u are very fierce and i hate u at 1st. But now, u are the coach that i love and will always remember u. when u said that since i already make the decision then don't regret, look forward to the future. u can work hard no matter what school u going. u can prove that ur decision isn't a fault. really thank u alot, coach...

i duno how to start this post. hmm hmm...anyway, i am very sad after coach talk to me...tell me what he was thinking...but, i still wun to leave cchms. i cant take their training at all. it was f*king tired...can ask yun...or xin mei...run 8 rounds of bball court thn shuttle run in 37 secs. and still got backwards shuttle run, in 40 secs. and the other 2 duno how to say. thn after this 5 things, right hand one hand layout 50 times, right hand power layout 50 times, left hand one hand layout 50 times, left hand power layout 50 times. total up 200 times. SIAO one... thn free throw. if nvr in, run one rounds of bball court. shoot until in thn can rest. after resting ant 5 mins, continue training. the same way. i train until like breathless...but cant rest. feel like fainting down liaoz. haz... no wonder xin mei give up de apeal case. now thn i know. haz...